freewritessss

really i do miss writing just for the sake of writing, haven't done it in a long time, haven't done it didn't want to accidentally offend someone in accidentals with the wrong notes because i didn't learn my scales. i think i'm in love with the idea of fame and being a skinny little thing but don't want to do what it takes to get there. it's nice / stop block / if they're happy and they know it i will clap my hands because i'm glad i was not the right one and that is great because i'm in lovelove! didn't know that could happen love. didn't know it was an accent love. so many things to love dove and give up what / my parents said that i could not go back or i was whack and i think if it was a rap i would not be a good rapper but she said the devil poisoned my brain and all i could do was laugh because that's not a good line for a song but i do like the poison part of it. i think the posing is not so good though and i could be a nicer person. in this flea was such a brilliant writer and i miss her words that drip and flow and seem to make more sense then anything because she doesn't give a shit she just writes to write and that's the most real thing i hope she is happy nowadays